I really like your viewpoint, Dan.
I had to grimace reading some of the other comments, but hey, if that’s the way they think…
You have been graced with a serious challenge to your life and beliefs, and have refused to play victim by rejecting bitterness and accepting the challenges ahead with wisdom.
There can be no “grey area” in this approach - - you’re either all in with faith in whatever the end result of this challenge produces, or accept the “ho-hum” non-commits of the faithless.
Kudos, sir.